2024-09-23
Living as a shy extrovert in the US
I’m an international student. I like people but I don’t know how to communicate with them. I often feel (get) insecure when I am hanging out with people.
I only understand things like 70~80% of the things that people say.
Especially in a group setting, I don’t really know how to interact with people.
I often lock (locked) myself in my room and hope that time will pass, waiting for (that) my English get better someday.
(The) constant miscommunication and the sense that I am, and always will be, socially awkward fills me with a melancholic feeling in (about) my life.
I feel like I am watching TV- detatched not knwoing how to connect with people. (I don’t know how to communicate with people. )The Feeling that nothing has (been) changed and will (be) change(s) fills me with a feeling of hopelessness (comes into a feeling of hopeless to me).
I feel like (Feeling like) I need to move the whole mountain (that) I see into another (other) place. Not really sure where to start and how can I do everything by myself.
I see people waiting for me to come out. I see myself who needs help when I communicate with people.