Living as a shy extrovert in the US

I’m an international student. I like people but I don’t know how to communicate with them. I often **feel** (get) insecure when I am hanging out with people. 

I only understand things like 70\~80% of the things that people say.

Especially in a group setting, I don’t really know how to interact with people. 

I often  **lock** (locked) myself in my room and hope that time will pass, waiting **for** (that) my English get better someday.

(The) constant miscommunication and the sense that I am, and always will be, socially awkward fills me with a melancholic feeling  in (about) my life.

I feel like I am watching TV- **detatched not knwoing how to connect with people.** (I don’t know how to communicate with people. )**The** Feeling that nothing has (been) changed and will (be) change(s) **fills me with a feeling of hopelessness** (comes into a feeling of hopeless to me). 

**I feel like** (Feeling like) I need to move the whole mountain (that) I see into **another** (other) place. Not really sure where to start and how can I do everything by myself. 

I see people waiting for me to come out. I see myself who needs help when I communicate with people. 

Living as a shy extrovert in the USI’m an international student. I like people but I don’t know how to communicate with them. I often feel (get) insecure when I am hanging out with people.I only understand things like 70~80% of the things that people say.Especially in a group setting, I don’t really know how to interact with people.I often lock (locked) myself in my room and hope that time will pass, waiting for (that) my English get better someday.(The) constant miscommunication and the sense that I am, and always will be, socially awkward fills me with a melancholic feeling in (about) my life.I feel like I am watching TV- detatched not knwoing how to connect with people. (I don’t know how to communicate with people. )The Feeling that nothing has (been) changed and will (be) change(s) fills me with a feeling of hopelessness (comes into a feeling of hopeless to me).I feel like (Feeling like) I need to move the whole mountain (that) I see into another (other) place. Not really sure where to start and how can I do everything by myself.I see people waiting for me to come out. I see myself who needs help when I communicate with people.

2024-09-23