2024-05-29

I am working(work) two remote jobs. Due to working remotely, I have full flexibility in(of) my work. So it has been a constant struggle to find my own routine. For the first couple of months, I have been feeling that there is some work that I has not been finished before I go to bed even after I spend the whole day working. I often felt that my day was not productive as it was hard for me to keep in track of everything. I thought that I don't have a time to track everything as I don't even have enough time to catch up my work. I have been focus on the productivity of my work but I feel like I need to start focus on the fulfillment. I don't live just for a day. I have at least 50 or 60 years that I need to live. I don't want to live my rest of my life like a dog that doesn't know how to stop. I want to feel the change of time, I want to know when the sun goes down. That is the reason why I decided to keep on track of my routine, schedule and basically my day. I don't need to be the one who aces on everything but I want to be the one who have the smile a full of fulfillment. I decided to live in the US not just to get a good career but to be free and to be myself.

I am working two remote jobs. Because of this, I have complete flexibility in my work (why do I need to use in not of?, will ask about this to my friends). However, it's(줄여쓰기) been a constant struggle to find my own routine. For the first couple of months, I've felt(why not have been feeling?) like there's always unfinished work(clearer) by the time I go to bed(clearer), even after spending the whole day working. I often felt unproductive(changed from not productive) and found it hard to keep track of everything. I thought I didn't(시제 맞추기) have time to manage everything because I was too busy trying to catch up on work.

I've been focused on productivity, but now I realize I need to focus on fulfillment. Life isn't just about today(WOW, it's way easier way to express); I have another 50 or 60 years ahead of me(I don't know why I always don't use it but every time I asked to rephrase, this phrase comes up). I don't want to spend the rest of my life like a dog that doesn't know how to stop. I want to experience the passage of time and know when the sun sets. That's why I've decided to better track my routine, schedule, and overall day.

I don't need to excel at everything (is it better than ace?), but I want to be someone who smiles with fulfillment. I chose to live in the US not just to get a good career, but to be free and true to myself (a good way to say be myself!!).